Tweekerz

joined 4 days ago
[–] Tweekerz@sh.itjust.works 12 points 2 hours ago

agreed, i love tesseract

 

i know you've all heard it before, but i didn't catch up, i was honestly a bit surprised when i was browsing and tesseract on dubvee shut down.

[–] Tweekerz@sh.itjust.works 1 points 3 hours ago

if i do, i'm insomniac, so i wouldn't snore much

[–] Tweekerz@sh.itjust.works 1 points 3 hours ago

thank you so much!!! i'm calmer now

[–] Tweekerz@sh.itjust.works 1 points 8 hours ago

i’m 18 and yeah, i will definitely talk to someone, thanks. i feel this way because i must have done something wrong to have these thoughts and it’s like i feel a demon

 

i feel like satan or some demon is inside me like i said. i must repent. i must pay for my sins. i must make an offering to the lord. idk why i feel this way. 😭

[–] Tweekerz@sh.itjust.works 3 points 9 hours ago (1 children)

that’s fair. we did it as young teens because we couldn’t say “rape” but i get that it’s disrespectful

[–] Tweekerz@sh.itjust.works 1 points 12 hours ago

ohhh i get itttt

 

i remember my friends and i would say "he repented her" instead of sexual assault/rape because it was "lighter", and because some places like school may have banned the word.

[–] Tweekerz@sh.itjust.works 1 points 14 hours ago

however "old-timey" the example i gave was

[–] Tweekerz@sh.itjust.works 2 points 1 day ago

thank you!! i've heard of this song!

[–] Tweekerz@sh.itjust.works 2 points 1 day ago (1 children)

do you know why it's happening?? i'm so sorry.

 

i'm genuinely starting to believe that some sort of demon or satan himself is inside me. i know it's not real and i should get help, which i am getting, but i just needed some comfort or perhaps anecdotes. no criticism please and i don't think i need advice, i'm getting help and i will talk to someone. it feels like a demon is giving me urges to say mean things i normally wouldnt say. i'm crazy aren't i?

i just need comfort or perhaps someone share similar experiences.

 

like i want to answer but i also just feel like staring and peeking through the little door window because people…

 
 

i tend to say "YAYY" a lot when something good happens, if that counts, but i say it like a lot.

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