DagwoodIII

I got myself a cat a few months after my mother died. All I was doing was going to work and coming home. I didn't feel like doing anything. I figured if I had a cat I'd have to get them food, and I'd be obligated to keep myself going.

Go out and find someone else to help. Walk a neighbor's dog

Sitting online isn't going to help as much as getting out of the house will.

[off topic]

Try this novel.

https://bookshop.org/p/books/the-wolf-in-the-whale-jordanna-max-brodsky/112981?ean=9780316417150&next=t

Vikings and Inuits [and their gods] clash.