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The original was posted on /r/sex by /u/hmmsaidWho on 2023-08-11 18:16:50.
I (23F) have a boyfriend (25M) of 8 months.
Me being a really conservative individual I told him that i’m not willing to be engaged in any kind of sexual activity further than kissing and making out (aka little bit of touching). He has been almost too considering that I sometimes feel sorry to him.
Yesterday night, i got a bit drunk and he drove me home. I offered him to come in and stay over (this was his first time coming into my apartment). We started kissing, one thing led to other and I remember humping on his thigh and having an orgasm. I don’t really remember what he did or say but I remember complaining about him being fully dress while i had my shorts off ( i woke up with a skirt i was wearing yesterday and with panties on so I assume i took off my shorts off ) so i don’t think we had sex.
He was gone to work when i woke up so i haven’t seen him yet but he left me few messages asking me how i feel and i don’t know what to say.
I personally have a bad memory about engaging in sexual activity like this so i feel anxious and worried. I also feel like I betrayed my own words and took advantage of him by using him to make myself feel good. ( this is the last thing i wanna do, making him feel like he was taken to granted for or taken advantage of)
I feel so sorry and anxious. I am starting think bad about self and i don’t know what to do. Should I apologize to him via text right now ?