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Thanks for posting this, Penguincoder! I hope you're doing as well as possible. I appreciate you and wish you all the best! ๐
I wish I was channeling my inner Meatwad, lol. For me it's more like "God has forced me to live another day and everyone is making it even more of a problem for me."
Everything feels hopeless, I'm in too much pain and fatigue, I'm sick of my broken body and fucked up living environment. My beloved cat is still riddled with mysterious tumors I can't afford to do anything about, which is fucked. I slipped into some stupid-ass self injurous behaviors again because I'm so overwhelmed with the hell and being useless and powerless. I just wish I could either be useful and capable, or cease to exist without hurting my poor sick cat or making some innocent person have to find a body, ya know? Bleh. (That's the short version)