lilcutie24

We have a disorder called OSDD and we are plural

we're plural, so anything that refers to the whole system and not just me as an alter, i'll say "we".

there was this one girl that was badly hurting and stalking our host. she claimed to preach equal rights for everyone but in my honest opinion, she was so full of it. She didn't support gay rights but then would respectfully ask people what were their pronouns. She also claimed everyone should be treated the same and all but would treat us especially badly for being autistic, which was why we were subject to stalking and harassment. she claimed that we were horrible people who were bullying her and being creepy because we "acted weird" and got mad that we didn't understand why she hated us when she didn't even say why, she expected us to "get the hint" but she would outright say she liked us.

"equal rights" my ass, and then you bully and stalk someone while preaching equality for all? you treat people lesser?

So, it kind of sucks. I'm a caretaker alter in a system. Our bio dad doesn't consider me to be his daughter, only the host, but the rest of the family indeed sees me as their daughter. That's why I'll say bio dad and not just dad.

I forgot what i said, it was something about how i thought trans people deserved rights and not to be misgendered and how i supported gay marriage. also, my bio dad was using a lot of slurs. he said that because I was so kind and "soft-hearted", I was being very sensitive like a "liberal" ("liberal" being used as an insult here).

seriously, just because I want rights for everyone and not use slurs?? why is that not likeable?

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Ever since I was around 16, I started to feel different. I had this urge to become really buff and more of a tomboy. While this itself doesn't indicate me being trans, and I was very much a woman, I then started to feel like I wanted to take testosterone at the end of age 16/beginning of age 17. However, I was still a minor and my parents would have thought (and I thought right that they would say this) that it would mess me up forever, even if I'd still be their kid.

Lately, I created a persona, a sort of manifestation of my thoughts: a persona named Oliver. He's how I express my urges and feelings. My feelings to be a buff prince or some sort of gentleman. I know I for sure want to take testosterone.

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