I don't believe in any wizard in the sky. And that has nothing to do anyways, many latinos like me are grown into stupid Catholicism and yet quite a few have already gf pregnant before reaching their 20s due bad sex ed. Is just be being unlucky, unable to be social, having no one around and being a failed adult with no job or money to offer to any woman.
Platypus
joined 2 months ago
For me the idea is disgusting. I cannot do that, and again feels like I'm confirming my failure as a healthy fertile male. I already feel bad masturbating.
I'm functional and decently endowed (according to the internet) but it's everything else in my reality and my "soul" that works against me
I'm sorry but I really can't. I'm too old and weird for it, plus I don't feel like changing, it would be like erasing myself, I'm not a bad person, but if nobody wants me then I'm screwed because that undesired individual is me and no one else.
Is not really a goal. I'm already giving up in things that I liked because I can do them anyways and doing silly things just to "be successful at something" if I don't have an almost instant gratification I will give up. Because I'm not wired like you, I just can't work for something just for self improvement.
I'm already giving up on trying to drive a car. I'm done.
You already have a partner. Is not the same at all. Not trying to judge you in the slightest.
I'm not capable. And I don't have the money
My qualities aren't worth shit in the real world
The only job hunting I can do is using apps. Nobody will put "hey we need inexperienced people right now" sign in their door. I'm mostly all day home (unless I receive a call for a useless meeting, which usually aren't in person anyways, just video chat), buy groceries, gaming, 🌽, self service "love", sleep, repeat.
Feels like I failed. Which I have, but I don't want a physical reminder.
Fucking terrible. It's been almost a year since I don't have a job and nobody calls back after the interviews or exams. I've seen people in other countries complaining about how draining their new Amazon warehouse is... Give me that job! It feels like nobody wants me
Me and my bro grew up in the same grandmother house. He got laid when he was 16. So, no has nothing to do, the "curse" is on me only. And me not wanting to use toys is a new decision to not feel like an even bigger failure.