PhireFloofski

same here. I should probably start blocking those types of posts. All they do is make my depression worse.

I've bought a used PSP with some games and one of them was Monster Hunter Freedom Unite. The game felt really weird, slow, pretty confusing and most of all quite difficult. Since I couldn't get any new games I had no choice but to play the ones I got (I've had Patapon, Burnout and like two other, can't remember). I've been pretty intrigued by the game, it was unlike anything I've ever played and I kinda like the cozy atmosphere of the village, the little farm, had a nice selection of interesting weapons. I kept playing the game in small chunks until it all just kinda clicked and I've been a fan of the series ever since (even though I'm still not that good at it).

with my garbage connection it's still a reality for me

it is, but it's iOS only. there's also a music course.

it's a typical cellar in a Polish apartment block

it's sucked because noone ever seem to be this interested in me, but whatever.

Tbh I'm a total newbie at art. I've been trying to draw and play the piano for many years but I usually just give up after a couple of weeks of trying, so I'm not good at neither.

I kinda got into Vrchat last year and ended up spending two and a half months making an avatar from scratch.

I've recently started a character drawing course on Udemy so I can make my own reference art for 3D modeling. It's gonna take a while but I'm just trying to enjoy the process.

I kinda had someone like that for a little bit, it's why I started doing some art stuff. too bad they just kinda vanished without a word after weeks of telling me how great of a friend I am.

and yet nobody gives a crap. I'm currently trying to do some art just for myself, but there's still that annoying urge to show it to someone, hoping for a shred of validation.

I've been learning 3D modeling in blender for about 2 months. Lately decided to also start drawing to be able to make some reference sketches.

but what if I never even had a crush?

Powerwolf, Alestorm, Gloryhammer, Beast in Black, Manowar