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When is it the right time to give up? (sh.itjust.works)

submitted 3 weeks ago by TokenEffort@sh.itjust.works to c/asklemmy@lemmy.ml

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[–] Sarsoar@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 3 weeks ago

Im also killing myself on the 25th lol. During my partner's exam I'm going to my favorite bench, drinking a bunch of benzos and vodka, and then shooting myself. Ive had it planned for a while. Life isn't worth living anymore. I have too many mental health issues and trauma and have been fighting too long and can't imagine fighting for another 50 or 60 years.

I have thought about killing myself every day of my life since middle school and it is so freeing to have a solid plan and todo list of what I actually need to finish before I get to kill myself. I've tried before but I realize now I didn't actually want it as much then. I finally feel calm. I'm finally ok with just being a statistic.