TheGingerNut

you just have to relearn the muscle memory. You'll get there :)

Idiot

Of course it's not your fault. You just lost the genetic lottery (at least so far. There's still a chance you wake up one day so curvy you cant stand up). Sometimes you do everything right and it's not enough, meanwhile the girl next to you gets everything handed to her without even trying. Life is cruel like that.

I too feel like I haven't earned womanhood. Not from lack of harassment, I grew up neurodivergent and redheaded. But there's some other X factor I feel like I'm missing but can't put my finger on. Nope, you not alone.

Ya freaking think?

Okay, I'm about to blow your mind here. You can download a build script for any package for any distro. Example for your beloved debian. You could make a source based distro from the publically available archlinux PKGBUILD files and a custom package manager. That ain't the issue lass.

arch>gentoo

Not in terms of wow factor, we're all impressed you'd put yourself through that, but in terms of stability, I find it's much easier to keep an arch install healthy. I urge you to use arch instead. For your own sanity. Trust me, I've been there. And I wouldn't go back. I love gentoo, but why in the name of JK Rowling's beard is it not rolling release?

Then use a and b for your variable names. or m and n. or α and β. you get the point