At least you got something and you're not dying virgin.
Platypus
joined 2 months ago
That means I'm fucked then. I knew it anyways.
Btw, kiddy placebo "mind games" don't work with adults. Especially with messed up adults.
You don't like my existence to call it "excuses". Your ideas are fantasies
I don't even know what that word means. And I don't go outside, really, so that's out of the question.
Nobody here knows me. That's the point. And now you're insulting me
Why? Is not like you're going to magically fuck my problems away from were you are. Be honest, you think I'm worthless or at the very least a huge loser.
I have 1k euro left. No job, 35 years old. I wanna kill myself sometimes.
You don't know anything about my existence. And yet you are calling me a liar.
Again with this. Skills, that I can use for a real job that I can use, aren't free. And you need to finish school and stuff, plus being immigrant doesn't help, is not like I didn't tried. I'm empty and have nothing to offer, which means there's nothing that can grow. YouTube? Dude, YouTube isn't the real world. Majority of tutoring about getting some are hacks trying to abuse desperate men. I have enough shit to deal with the way I'm living right now, I don't need "tips" from a rich creep.
That's not true at all. Maybe in your country is, but not here.
Anything free in this country is worth nothing for the jobs I could qualify in theory. And again, this is not fixable, this is just me. Reading how to cook out or how to code (since this is seems the average thing people tell you) is worth zero for someone like me.
Therapy? I'm having a laugh. That thing isn't a thing for poor people.