Don't bother with tinder, they want your money first and it won't work unless you're a 7 or more. We're European neighbours btw (less than 1000 km)
Platypus
joined 2 months ago
Yeah I'm not going to get better. Like you said, it is unfortunate.
What's your culture?
And that's the problem for many, we just don't have friends, we don't connect with anyone, social activities just ruin my day, I don't have a job and forcing myself at being more "normal" feels like a job. Is not natural. I wish people would understand me and some girl would just synch with me under those conditions, because I can be cuddly and likeable enough with one person. But I know that is not going to happen.
Is just too much to handle and if it ends bad feels like a death sentence
It's been decades since I got a friend
I used to like being drunk (helps with depression) but I don't want to get fat so I cut it
You at least did something for a while, I'm still at step 0 and don't see that changing anymore, especially at my age.
Yeah it's just impossible, still sucks though, I'm sure I can give love, time and affection to someone out there but I'm just trapped. And seeing the very few people that you know (even in your family, like your siblings) getting in couples and even getting married while being 10 years younger than you feels like being poked to death.
After a while you stop feeling better, like after the 100th time you see a couple, or when you see your younger brother with his 4th girlfriend. I would take the slap. At least I'm being touched
I honestly don't want friends. I just don't wanna socialise, is just too much for me, I want to be engaged with a single woman and maybe create a family in a far future. That's it