Feeling lost, confused, and disoriented because I don't know where I am or where I'm going in a life that seems to have no purpose other than my suffering. Feeling unsure and bewildered because I don't know who I am or who I want to be. Feeling perplexed and unclear because nothing makes sense, from the feelings of an individual like me to the actions of society as a whole, nothing makes sense, and so much of this society has as little a purpose as my own existence. Feeling Bri'ish because I miss the glorious days of my past, when I felt on top of the world and was able to convince myself that I had a bright future, and now all I can do is daydream, drink to forget all the suffering I've caused, and pretend that the bad days will be over soon (they won't).

[–] Kit@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 10 months ago (1 children)

Sir this is a Wendy's

[–] LordAmplifier@pawb.social 2 points 10 months ago (1 children)

I hate Wendy's, I asked for large fries and they gave me a hundred little ones

[–] Unforeseen@sh.itjust.works 2 points 10 months ago

Lol that sounds like a mitch hedburg line.

[–] Zoop@beehaw.org 1 points 10 months ago (1 children)

I'm sorry. I relate. I wish I knew what else to say! I'm sorry you're suffering and I hope you're able to find some bright spots in life and things look up for you soon.

[–] LordAmplifier@pawb.social 2 points 10 months ago

Thank you, and I hope the same comes true for you, too. I never know what to say either :3 Maybe things will get better once I've finally got my degree and can leave university behind because I'm kinda sick of it. Maybe I'll find a job that's not terrible and soul-draining. That'd be nice.

[–] ICastFist@programming.dev 4 points 10 months ago

I often feel bri'ish while playing games that let me be a thieving asshole to unsuspecting civilizations