I'm sorry that something that should be so benign and unimportant as fashion and common clothing choices make you question your sexuality/gender/body [without questioning it for real]. This is what I hate about fashion, or rather the fashion industry. And it starts so early. My two year old girl gets a lot of hand me down clothing from twins (boy and girl) and the girl stuff is so colorful and happy and cut so versatile and the boy stuff is... blue. White. Black. Brown. Beige. Grey. Green if you're lucky. It's tshirts, jeans, cardigans. Like, they're toddlers. Let them wear colors. Glitter. Velvet. Whatever.

That being said, there are plenty of cis hetero males that come to mind who experimented with fashion and also female clothing. I think Kurt Cobain gave a concert in a dress? As a very boring not really woke cis hetero woman I can tell you that I wouldn't care less or question your gender identity or sexual orientation or anything, I wouldn't think to see you like less of a man, if I saw you walking around with makeup and a dress. That shit's fun and it's just clothes.

Sorry for the random rant-reply tho.

[–] Blyfh@lemmy.world 2 points 1 year ago

Thanks for the kind words! Two years ago I didn't give a damn about fashion, but with my last two years of high school, something clicked and I'm somehow much more interested in style, expressing yourself and clothing in general. I'm not the daring type, but I'm slowly trying to move in a direction where I could satisfy this need. I experimented with my hair, got me some nice accessories and in general tried to be more conscious about what clothes I wanna have. I don't feel a need to wear a dress. But a nice long skirt would be pretty. Still, I don't feel ready and it's fucking scary, even with your assurances. But it's not like I have to change overnight. I recently made the decision to get some earlobe piercings and I'm at a point where I can't chicken out of it anymore – and when I have them, it would be a waste to let them close because I'm not wearing any earrings. 😁

I agree with your hate towards the fashion industry. I just feel so frustrated with these gender roles and pink=girl, blue=boy stuff. There's also a lot of systematic and internalized misandrism regarding this topic. The ol' judging "that's not manly" or "you look gay" crap. As if being gay is a bad thing. I feel it inside me, this fear of being associated with homosexuality. Which makes it even harder to break these stereotypes. I know I like girls. Why should I need the people around me validating my sexuality with clichés?