I was gonna title this "And here I sit so patiently waiting to find out what price you have to pay to get out of going through all these things twice" and then write "Stuck inside of America with the fascism blues again" here, but I'm not sure if that comes off like gloating and that's honestly the last thing I want to do this morning.
Ermm....yes? I honestly can't make the connection between your response and my message. No idea what you're getting at.
If this is a big block of text "from weirdo I've never heard of" then what is a book to you?
I think you need to re-read what I actually wrote with a clear head. I genuinely don't know how to help you but you seem to be mad at me for something you very clearly misunderstood. You appear to be laboring under the idea I said almost the exact opposite of what I actually said.