You need someone to talk to? Seems like you're going through some stuff right now. Being so obsessed with something unrelated to you isn't healthy, or is it because you're actually transgender yourself and refuse to admit it? You can talk to me if you want, this is a safe space.
As an emotional blackmailer, I can certainly say I do not discriminate between any genders while doing so :)
It must be really hard to have no one love you
Maybe if you decided to try being a human, instead of an animated pile of fecal matter, someone might love you even a little bit